Melted Jungle Gyms

I'm not a pyromaniac, I promise. Mostly I just write things and obsess about my grades and stuff. Jordan. Eighteen. Sleepy.

It’s just that right as I was getting warmed up to the idea of not getting into Stanford and going to UChicago instead I got into Stanford and now everything is really confusing because on the one hand this is everything I ever wanted and I went through that deferral and I still got into the most selective school in the country but on the other hand UChicago has been so nice to me and I’m just really anxious about financial aid for both places and what if my family can’t pay and what if I go and I’m the bottom of my class and what if I miss my sisters but I can’t see them because one is on the other side of the country and what if my mom keeps trying to visit me and AAAAAAAAAARGH college.

gellaring:

"I get embarrassed really easily. I get embarrassed even when people sing me “Happy Birthday.”

Happy Birthday, Jessica Chastain (March 24, 1977)

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I DIDN’T KNOW IT WOULD MAKE THEM UNCOMFORTABLE GODDAMMIT I DON’T HAVE THE SOCIAL CAPABILITIES TO FIX THIS AND NOW I HAVE AN UNCONTROLLABLE URGE TO STICK MY HEAD THROUGH A WALL

bakrua:

ever wanted to do some stuff? like, different stuff? tired of having to scroll through your huge ref tag? LOOK NO FURTHER!! Have a masterpost of LITERALLY EVERYTHING which took me 5 hours to make so reblog it
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NGE colour palette 1
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How to shift images using blur in PS
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How to draw ice
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SAI/PS pixel brushes
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Flower crown tutorial
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How to draw butts&thighs
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How to draw penis
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Degrees of emotion
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25 days of fic
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Delete tourists from photos
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Family tree explained 
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masterpost of themes/pixels/emoticons
List of demon names
Demons & Deities in the bible
Moss graffiti 
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Trampoline = outside bed
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Creepypasta
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How to write cover letters
make music on itunes sound great
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8ft giant squid pattern
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Cheeseburger cupcakes
Deep-dish cookie for one
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Burning stomach fat
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PokéRadar guide
Play pokémon games online
Pkmn Shiny hunting guide
Animal crossing new leaf face/hair guide
Free RPG games
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bakrua:

ever wanted to do some stuff? like, different stuff? tired of having to scroll through your huge ref tag? LOOK NO FURTHER!! Have a masterpost of LITERALLY EVERYTHING which took me 5 hours to make so reblog it

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Cheer up/Be happy

Sowing:

Food:

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Games:

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highgayden:

“If you have a sister and she dies, do you stop saying you have one? Or are you always a sister, even when the other half of the equation is gone?” 
― Jodi PicoultMy Sister’s Keeper

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browneyedtrickster:

Favourite Audrey Ramirez Quotes

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